Time to close your eyes
Sit up late this night...and more to come
I guess its no surprise
Ive been dreading this night since the tears began to begun...
But still im here if im needed
No aces on the table
Will be strong for you if jaded
Just please dont cut my cable
I feel like a part of me is missing
Cant feel striaght i guess im numb
Just hope that you wont be hating me
Well....im sorry for what ive become
Im still here to wipe your teary eyes
Your pools of light....that light your soul
Im sorry for this mess ive made
Im sorry for the cold
I hate him-
The person who never talks to me anymore more
He never lures me in
He's stolen all my dreams...and more
I hate him-
Everyone else can't get enough of him
They say they need him more and more
Always asking for more
I hate him-
He's stolen my dreams from me
Long hours each night, waiting for him to come
But does he ever come?
I hate him-
He's even stolen my girlfriend
The one person who cares
Now she needs him more than me
I hate him-
God..... Sleep really sucks
This rains for... by lttl-tortilla-boy, literature
Literature
This rains for...
Somehow as i walk these halls
The walls and glass is all tainted blue
The air is so thick, it'll catch if I fall
I stop to think, this rain's for you....
Melancholic is the feeling
At least, if apathy, does it's same dealing
But I look outside, and all is blue
I have to think, this rain's for you...
So soon my heart is beating fast
My mind, it'sthoughts are racing past
Until the fisher pulls in his cast
And in its image i see you....
You see, I know, as i see fall
The sky's melancholic tears, on us all
I know that your silently whispering your call
It just so happens, this rain's for you
So please, just don't look bl
This is to a friend
Who knows just who she is
Who i had to leave behind as i left from home to home...
As i left from here to there...
And as I'm sitting in the backseat
Of the beat up rental van
My eyes wander in the window
But my heart see just one thing
It's yelling, "What are you doing?!
Leaving it all behind
Your home, your family and your friends
When i know their on your mind."
And i said "Listen heart, yea i know
That this just don't feel right...
But look inside yourself and you just might find
That i may just be right, when oh
When i say that i love them!
And I hope that they love me
And if they do, then we both kn
Some foolish people say they know
That as they look into an Eye
They can see that person's troubled soul
And can watch them as they die
You know, I used to think that too
That those eyes, a window make
But now my hearts a quivering all alone
I can see mistakes in my own wake...
Those pretty eyes just may be...
Windows to your pretty soul
But the shutters have been closed, the blinds are down
To the one who needs them most...
Yea I'm the one who needs them most
The only one searching, for those windows in your eyes
So, well.... I guess I'm flying blind
The Puppet Master.... by lttl-tortilla-boy, literature
Literature
The Puppet Master....
The puppet master came to town
Again and again, again and again....
To gather her ragdolls and gather her clowns
again and again, again and again....
Happy faces on sad white clay,
tears roll down with smiles at bay.
The puppet master came to town
again and again, again and again....
To twist our hearts on thin line strings
again and again, again and again....
Making us face the challenges it brings
again and again, again and again....
She flicks her wrist to move our string,
We thrash about , Oh the pain it brings!
And still, i dance the wide eyed schemes
Again and again, again and again.
The faerie tale inside my mind
Where wind blows through and clocks tell rhyme
Where time is stopped and all is still
But the trees in the breeze and the cloudy mill
The sunset lights the clouds and moons
The rolling tides and all in bloom
But the hermit, the keeper, sits alone on the shore
Cursed to watch forevermore
Happy, yes, but more so sad
The bottles he keeps are never glad
They scream to him and long for more
For wings to take him him to new shores
They shout and yell to draw his sword
To fight for life and love.....for more.....
But still he sits upon the shore
.....And dreams his dreams forevermore......
The shadow of the man inside
Who fights his cause with every breath
Must learn to let sleeping dogs lie
For every second, he must test
To the warrior, a great battle is fought
where blood tints the childrens' puddle
But to him, this world, is really naught
But dreams, which fates have cause to meddle
To the weaver, the spinner, must choose her threads wise
Doth the blade that rests on her shoulder
For one wrong stitch is her demise
In flames, each night, her work shall smoulder
To the judge, with his crown, of rubys and jewels
People trouble and visciously tear
They look to him, not a person, a tool
They'll use it, and if it b
Current Residence: in my mind... the island where the wind is always blowing in the wheat fields... Favourite genre of music: aucoustic guitar Favourite photographer: i dont know, i just like black and white, and pictures of wheat fields... :) Favourite style of art: all of em Operating System: something that sounds technologically..... a computer :D MP3 player of choice: my psp! booya! Shell of choice: .........wha? maybe a turtle? Wallpaper of choice: oooh..... only i could take that wrong! Skin of choice: the skin im in Favourite cartoon character: hmmm Zim, and Dag Personal Quote: *awkward silence* yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Favourite Visual Artist
.... hmmm thats a tough one
Favourite Movies
Nightmare before christmas
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Shawn Mullins; Matthew Kahler; John Mayer; Johnathan Kingham
Oops, i forgot to tell most of you, so a journal will do,...
I made a new DA account, awhile ago acctually. Thats probably why ive been...... silent? For a while? Hmmm maybe not i dunno. OK ive been posting all my new guitars and such and i think i also have some sketches and a few songs ive began to write in the scraps section. Id love for anyone who didnt know before to go and check it out. Thanks, ill see you guys later
Shes doing it again..... Poor emily. I feel so bad for her. Shes getting way too twisted up in her freinds lives and problems that shes beginning to think that their her own. Corey and Shelby just broke up, and Emily was with them every step of the way. Now that their gone, all of a sudden shes cold to me, and she wonders if we truely love each other and if the last 16 months of our lives were just a waste.....
How am i supposed to react to that? I care about her so much..... i just doont know what to do, how to help anymore. We were so happy, and all of a sudden, she wants nothing to do with me anymore
hey guys, send me some inspiration.... or at least some requests..... i have no one to talk to, nothing to do, no homework either really.... so i guess all that im good for now is drawing
give me something to draw, please
Yes a very big one... but unfortunately i forgot my PlanNC account name. I havent played in a year.... and i want to play again but i still miss my old characters.....
hehe but anyways, I love your cover art. Its so amazing. I feel honored to meet the man behind the scenes
i know it is.... well tonight, even though ill loose everything i worked for and all of my pride and joy.... if i cant logg into my old account im starting a new one.... I just hope i can get onto my old!!! Hey, what server do you play? Id love to game some time